its the 29th march 2009 i realy miss u so much need to talk to someone but i only could talk to u im so glad me an dad are gettin close just wish u was here my heart is with u every day im sat here and theres 1 thing i want to send to heaven to u is that after tommorow my lifes going to change im doing this for you mum i cant be this way ive got 4 children and you would want me to be strong so for u im going to do what i can to be strong and happy for u and your beautiful grandchildren love you mum always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx